Well, it truly has been a while. I just read through my old posts and wow, I have definitely grown in many ways. But also, in a way, I haven’t changed at all. I am currently in Central America with my GIRLFRIEND OF ONE YEAR. Yes, I haven’t updated this journal in so damn long that I now have a fucking girlfriend. I never ever would have thought this would happen, I truly did not.
I am so glad that I wrote what I did, some of the short little ramblings I wrote are actually not that bad. I want to expand on many of my stories. I love my mindset when I write about winter, or October, or the rain. It’s such a comfortable and beautiful nostalgic feeling for me that I can always turn to when I feel a need to write.
Lately I have been going through a very tough time mentally, and it feels good to write and read from my old self. I feel comforted. I love to write and I need to do it much more often. Life sure is a shit fest, but it sure is fun too. I don’t want this post to look like “wow I’m so much better and more put together than I was two years ago”. Hell no, I’m still the fucked up kid who wrote those little stories and I will always be that kid.
So, going forward expect more stories and ramblings from your boy. And if you’re reading this, live a little? I mean why not right?
-THENO2000